I have to vent. People just aggravate me. I wrote this during second period today~
"People piss me off. So many people dont understand what I see in *him*. They all make a big deal about it. Well fuck you. You'll never see what I see in him because you make your assumptions to suit yourself or the way you want him to be. Stop being surface-lovers and look inside people to see what's there. Sometimes some can see further than others, but in this situation, everyone would rather discourage me instead. Well as long as I can see whats within him, and KNOW he's not ther asshole-type you all portray him as, I know it will be all right."
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I walked past you before eighth period, and just seeing you sent chills up my spine. Oh how I wish I could feel your arms around me, your head resting upon mine. Theres only 6 months and 28 days of school left for me to accomplish this. Then I dont know what I'll do. I dont know what I'll do not seeing you so often. It will kill me. God, I just wish I could tell you this. WHY cant I just tell you this?
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Date: 2002-11-19
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